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Calm struck me for my life was gone.
Days without purpose and weeks of total oblivion.

And now, now that my link to the High Plane has been renewed
I still don't feel as light as I used to.

And maybe that's because he, who I still can not call by name,
made me realize the part of life I lack, even more.

I just don't know.

I don't understand what's going on.
I'm without courage to express my deepest feelings.
I'm afraid to loose everything.

I want to stand at his side, where eagles fly on a mountain high.
I want to keep his good faith and not risk it on an idea, that may work or not.
I don't want him to be set under pressure by what I might want.
I want to be part of him and him to be part of me.
I want to be sure,
but i can't.

And thus I'm doing nothing at all...

But the simple truth is:

You are most likely the first, I ever had a crush on at first sight.
And how could I opress these feelings of mine, that are the most important truth I can give.

You are most likely the one person, I beleave to know, I beleave to understand and I belave to have a connection to.

You are one of the most important people in my life, for you give me clearity and riddle with one breath - making life easy, exciting and worthwhile.

You are the one person, that can make me feel like a child at christmas-eve, like the widdow in front of her husband's epitaph and like the Wikings, discovering a continent, no one had ever seen before,

You see, Sheeri, I still don't have the courage to talk about this face to face, but I know, that if I keep on carrying these feelings inside me,
not expressing them, I will die from the thought of my not having taken
chances that won't be there forever.

And now, last, but certainly not least, I want you to know, that your friendship means everything to me, and that I will never ever want to destroy it. Never. And thus, whatever you may say now, I will still be your friend.

I hope you're fine...
The Winds of South
6.9.07 00:13

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